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by Chapin-Wickwar

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1.
I don't wanna hear another word There's nothing left to say I don't wanna travel down this road Losing my way I don't wanna spend another night Standing here alone Waiting for my truth To carry me home I don't wanna play the games you play There's nothing left to lose I don't want you standing in my way There's nothing left to prove I don't wanna spend another night Standing here alone Waiting for my truth To carry me home Bring me home Bring me home For too long I've been wandering this road Let me step out of the cold I'm strong enough to walk alone My truth I know You will find me Bring me home I don't wanna walk across old ground There's nothing left to find I don't wanna lose the path I've found I've made up my mind I don't wanna spend another night Standing here alone Waiting for my truth To carry me home Bring me home Bring me home For too long I've been wandering this road Let me step out of the cold I'm strong enough to walk alone My truth I know You will find me Bring me home I won't let the shadows hold me back And I won't let tomorrow Be a prisoner of my past I won't let my questions Remain unasked And the answers won't Stand in my way Bring me home Bring me home For too long I've been wandering this road Let me step out of the cold I'm strong enough to walk alone My truth I know You will find me Bring me home Bring me home Bring me home For too long I've been wandering this road Let me step out of the cold I'm strong enough to walk alone My truth I know You will find me Bring me home Let me step out of the cold I'm strong enough to walk alone My truth I know You will find me Bring me home
2.
You, are are my near and far, You, no matter where you are, You, can build your steel bars around my heart... Like the pretty flower, Tender when she's picked, And just as beuatiful, Standing right where she is... You can hold the pretty flower, For her everlasting hour, Tender in your heart, For always. You, are my every breath, You, are my loneliness, You, can hold the whole world to ransom, for my innocence... Like the pretty flower, Tender when she's picked, And just as beuatiful, Standing right where she is... You can hold the pretty flower, For her everlasting hour, Tender in your heart, For always.
3.
She is just a young girl, Finding her way, She is just a young girl, Finding her way, In a world full of darkness, where grownups play, Where the shadows cast around her Are her only friendly face, She holds them dear And she keeps them close, In the arms of her keeper lies her ghost. She is just a young girl, Finding her way, She is just a young girl, Finding her way, In a world full of strangers, Where noone knows her name, Where nothing ever changes, But nothing stays the same, She shows no fear, she knows him well, In the arms of her keeper lies her ghost. Close the door, Prepare your guise, Sheild her face, From her reflection in your eyes, Let your strong hands, Loosen from her waist, She is just a young girl, finding her way. She is just a young girl, Finding her way, She is just a young girl, Finding her way, In a world full of darkness, Where grownups play, Where the shadows cast around her Are her only friendly face, She holds them dear And she keeps them close, In the arms of her keeper lies her ghost. She holds them dear and she keeps them close, In the arms of her keeper lies her ghost.
4.
Sorry 04:15
Well, I was seventeen I was fresh out of love school I didn't understand the meaning And I didn't know the rules You took my heart And you pulled it closer to you And you let it go And I didn't know What was I supposed to do Sorry Sorry Sorry You say sorry like that's all you need to do I was blinded by the darkness Like the lonely dead of night I was drowning in the tears That came flooding through my light Stumbling through the debris I was trying to find my way I was lost and lonely A wandering soul With nothing left to say But Sorry Sorry Sorry We say sorry like that's all we need to do Sometimes we hurt far too much And sometimes it seems It's never quite enough Sometimes we take what we need But we never get to keep We're never close enough Sorry Sorry Sorry We say sorry Like that's all we need to do Well, I was seventeen I was fresh out of love school I didn't understand the meaning And I didn't know the rules You took my heart And you pulled it closer to you And you let it go And I didn't know What was I supposed to do
5.
if... 03:45
When I was just a child My imagination would run wild I was dreaming of a world of all things new But isn't that quite ordinary Like Father Christmas and tooth fairy I don't think I'm different to you But if I had a father And if I had a mother Would I see a world beneath these scars Would the lay down beside me Underneath the sky Would they wrap me in a blanket made of stars As the years they passed me by You faded like the lullaby You sang to me before I feel asleep The one day I remember When you held me so tender And gave to me your love for me to keep If I had a father and if I had a mother Would I see a world beneath these scars Would they lay down beside me Underneath the sky Would they wrap me in a blanket made of stars As I look back upon my years With far more laughter than my tears I think I might not miss you quite so much If I could turn back time for you I know exactly what I'd do I'd hold you in my arms To feel your touch If I had a father If I had a mother Would I see a world beneath these scars Would they lay down beside Me underneath the sky Would they wrap me in a blanket made of stars If I had a father If I had a mother If I had a sister And if I had a brother If I had a best friend And if I had a lover Would they wrap me in a blanket made of stars
6.
Into Crazy 05:44
I'm on the edge of crazy I've been here before I hear your voice I hear your call Into crazy Into crazy I'm on the edge of crazy With my back against the wall Watch me climb Watch me fall Into crazy Into crazy I can see you coming in the distance And I'm running for my life Following the path of least resistance I've got nowhere left to hide I hear you voice, I know your call I've seen your face, you've been here before You wait for me, you build your wall You watch me climb and then you watch me fall Into crazy Into crazy I'm on the edge of crazy And I'm standing at your door I followed you I answered your call Into crazy Into crazy I can see you coming in the distance And I'm running for my life Following the path of least resistance I've got nowhere left to hide I hear you voice, I know your call I've seen your face, you've been here before You wait for me, you build your wall You watch me climb and then you watch me fall Into crazy Into crazy Now, I'm on the edge of crazy Banging on your door Do I keep knocking until you decide I'm what you're looking for Am I what you're looking for Am i crazy Am i crazy I can see you coming in the distance And I'm running for my life Following the path of least resistance I've got nowhere left to hide I hear you voice, I know your call I've seen your face, you've been here before You wait for me, you build your wall You watch me climb and then you watch me fall Into crazy Into crazy I can see you coming in the distance And I'm running for my life Following the path of least resistance I've got nowhere left to hide I hear you voice, I know your call I've seen your face, you've been here before You wait for me, you build your wall You watch me climb and then you watch me fall Into crazy Into crazy Into crazy
7.
Purple Love 05:20
You ask me if I knew tonight If all the things you said were right I told you I dont talk to fear But if we have a chance for life Then what the hell and who is right Open up a can of beer For what you see comes staring back at me I know the signs Let's not pretend To do this as a friend You must be mine You don't see me as I do I want to be with you But your history's stained The palette of your broken heart You just see the colour blue But my colour changes hue But you never stay To see the colour purple love And now the time has come to talk About the things we've said and done Kisses that were soft and sweet Of lovers past and lovers true Of how the world could not love you Let them love the world You love me For what you see comes staring back at me I know the signs Let's not pretend To do this as a friend You must be mine You don't see me as I do I want to be with you But your history's stained The palette of your broken heart You just see the colour blue But my colour changes hue But you never stay To see the colour purple love For what you see comes staring back at me I know the signs Let's not pretend To do this as a friend You must be mine You don't see me as I do I want to be with you But your history's stained The palette of your broken heart You just see the colour blue But my colour changes hue But you never stay To see the colour purple love
8.
We build our love On the sandy shore Where the moon pulls the tide And the boats come to moor In the shallow waters We build our love And we build our home Where the sun will rise To warm through the stones Of these cold walls Grain by grain And with our own two hands We build our castles in the sand We build our love As strong as we can Before it crumbles in our fingers And slips straight through our hands Castles in the sand were never meant to last Or stand the test of time And as the waves crash down We can't hold back the tide And we can't turn back time And everything we ever find Is surely only left behind In the shallow waters We build our hopes And we build our dreams We watch them flow Through rivers and streams To the shallow waters Castles in the sand were never meant to last Or stand the test of time And as the waves crash down We can't hold back the tide And we can't turn back time And everything we ever find Is surely only left behind In the shallow waters We build our way And we walk our path Guided by the certainty of past To these familiar shores And as we tread the cusp Of sand and sea The tide steals to dust Our faded memories To the shallow waters
9.
Broken 04:08
She doesn't know what she's lost Her heart is broken It's too late for her Her heart is broken It's too late for her Her heart is broken If she could turn back time If she could mend a broken heart If there was a place where she could find To step out of the dark If she had a hand to hold When she closed her eyes A broken promise would never be told A chance to make it right She doesn't know what she's lost Her heart is broken It's too late for her Her heart is broken It's too late for her Her heart is broken They told her she would be just fine But they didn't understand Cos she knows something's cannot heal with time And her heart will never mend The comfort that they offered Proved helpless over time Now they visit often with a tear in their eye To lay flowers by her side She doesn't know what she's lost Her heart is broken It's too late for her Her heart is broken It's too late for her Her heart is broken She doesn't know what she's lost Her heart is broken It's too late for her Her heart is broken It's too late for her Her heart is broken It's too late for her Her heart is broken
10.
Leave a light on when you go Show me the things I used to know Fill your colour through my darkest day Leave a light on when you go Leave a light on when you go Feel the warmth of you afterglow Grant me a wish that you'll forever stay Leave a light on when you go Leave a light on when you go Show me the things I used to know Fill your colour through my darkest day Leave a light on when you go
11.
This House 04:59
This house of mine Holds a century of secrets One hundred years of history Laid testament to bear Within these walls And underneath my feet One hundreds years here standing One hundred more to meet This house of mine Is the place where I grew My playground and my fortress Where I first met you Nestled in the green In the shadows of the leaves Halfway along the avenue Between the old oak trees This house of mine Was standing here before me One hundred years of mystery And memories to share The trinkets shining With sentimental meaning Hidden in a box Underneath the stair This house of mine Is the place where I grew A sanctuary for generations Home to old and new Nestled in the green In the shadows of the leaves Halfway along the avenue Between the old oak trees Lead This house of mine Is standing cold and empty now One hundred years of history Awaits one hundred new Faded paint and weathered brick As seasons come and go One hundred years here standing A lifetime passing through This house of mine Is the place where I grew I see it from my window now Standing just in view Nestled in the green In the shadows of the leaves Halfway along the avenue Between the old oak trees This house of mine Is the place where I grew My playground and my fortress Where I first met you Nestled in the green In the shadows of the leaves Halfway along the avenue Between the old oak trees

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Our debut album, if..., is a collection of original, evocative songs , delivered with melodic flow and wrapped in smooth, rich harmonies.

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released July 1, 2015

Sue Chapin-Wickwar - guitar/vocals
Lisa Chapin-Wickwar - guitar/lead guitar/vocals
Ray Turley. - Harmonica/lead guitar
Mark Rudd - violin

Photography Donna Brookes

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Sue & Lisa Chapin-Wickwar are a singer-songwriting duo. Sensitive guitar melodies, meaningful lyrics, wrapped in rich, smooth vocal harmonies...

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